puzzled

I was pondering just now..

Do getting a good friend is a difficult task?

Is it so difficult to have one??

one who we can really trust and rely on...

why, if we want this particular person to be by ourside, he/she never realise it..

in fact, they went to be beside someonelse..

I seek 'miss x' help to accompany me..

hopefully she is the one who can comfort me but it turns out, she is only exist in this virtual world..

she never been in this reality..

hopefully, she realises this..

thank you..