Saturday, March 20, 2010

Special one

a one SPECIAL post in my mother-tongue language, Bahasa Melayu

Assalamualaikum w.b.t
aku mengkhaskan terbitan kali ini dalam bahasa ibundaku iaitu Bahasa Melayu.
menjelang tahun 2010, genap usiaku 17 tahun hidup di muka bumi Allah Yang Maha Esa ini.
aku masih lagi tercari-cari siapa diriku yang sebenar. aku masih bersikap kebudak-budakan walhal aku bakal menduduki peperiksaan yang akan menentukan hidupku 50-60 tahun yang ke hadapan jikalau aku panjang umur, Insyaallah. aku perlu mengubah sikap dan karakter aku supaya seiring dengan peningkatan usiaku.
SPM hanya tinggal lagi lebih kurang 6 bulan. aku perlu sedarkan diri daripada 'koma' kelalaian dan keselesaan.
aku perlu meletakkan diriku dalam zon kritikal yang kurang keseronokannya. apalah sangat mengorbankan masa seronok untuk 6 bulan bagi mendapatkan waktu gembira dan penuh keselesaan selama 60 tahun??

demi masa hadapan, aku perlu beralih pemikiran daripada keanak-anakan kepada kematangan yang mempamerkan kedewasaan. aku pernah merasai nikmat cinta kepada manusia yang Allah kurniakan. Ternyata enaknya nikmat itu namun ia membawa kepada kehancuran di kala ini. bukan waktu dan masa yang sesuai untuk aku menerima nikmat itu sekarang. tetapi, masih ada sekelumit rasa ingin dikasihi dan disayangi oleh seseorang yang tidak ada pertalian darah dengan aku. aku mengenali wanita itu, tetapi hatiku tetap menyatakan pendiriannya untuk tidak lagi terlibat dalam kancah percintaan remaja. aku perlu fokus untuk melakar masa depan yang cerah. aku perlu fokus demi percintaan yang sejati di kemudian hari. aku perlu fokus, demi menggapai kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat.

harapanku agar, aku menitiskan air mata kedua ibubapaku dengan sehelai lampiran yang tercetak 9A+ !!!

The Unwanted Timetable

the unwanted time table has arrived my fellow SPM candy...
hopefully all of us are well prepared and strive towards excellent..
all the best!!!

Friday, March 19, 2010


I was pondering just now..
Do getting a good friend is a difficult task?
Is it so difficult to have one??
one who we can really trust and rely on...
why, if we want this particular person to be by ourside, he/she never realise it..
in fact, they went to be beside someonelse..
I seek 'miss x' help to accompany me..
hopefully she is the one who can comfort me but it turns out, she is only exist in this virtual world..
she never been in this reality..
hopefully, she realises this..
thank you..

Thursday, March 18, 2010

the spirit

It is not important whether we win or lose
what most vital is our fighting spirit!!

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Special Tribute


Thank you to all members of SMSTSP ROYALS who showed high fighting spirit till the end.
I hope that spirit will live eternally in our heart.
One day, we'll meet again as a SMSTSP ROYALS.
A heartiest thank you to Executive Development Centre, UUM, Sintok, Kedah for sponsoring us with the nice blue t-shirt.
To Hadi, Zahrain, Uncle Ise and Mr Liew from CAGERS, Uncle Kasmuri, Uncle Rosli and all friends and teachers..thank you for supporting us.
we would like to apologise because we didn't qualified for National Level.
hoepfully the legacy of ROYALS will be continued by Najib and gangs.
Last but not least, thank you to Dr. Zainol for a good brief motivation.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

One Day

One will see ROYALS beating all teams in SBP like nobody's business..

One day...I will be back in SMSTSP to make Road-2-Champion possible...

One will be surprised if you see SMSTSP ROYALS = National PHT Champion!!

One day..One day..One day....

Monday, March 15, 2010


I started to indulge myself in playing this game of love a.k.a Basketball since I was in standard six.
I was introduced to basketball by my brothers, who are also basketballers. As years passed, my love towards basketball starts to enhance and grew bigger and deeper. I play basketball everyday and I keep finding ways to improve my performance. Nothing can separate me from basketball. I experienced winning and losing games. But the bitterest among the bitter is failing to qualify to the National Level for Piala Hamdan Tahir for the year 2010. I've lead my team twice to become the semifinalists for two consecutive years. But luck was not on our side when we stuck at semi finals for the 2nd time in two years. 09 and 10. But, my love towards basketball never deteriorates. I dreamed a dream.

A Hope and A Dream DESTROYED

Hello. I just came back from SMS Sultan Mohamad Jiwa as I was attending the HKSBP ZON UTARA for 2010. I participated in the Piala Hamdan Tahir Tournament a.k.a the basketball tournament. 
I was the captain of my team, Syed Putra Royals. 2010 is another tough luck year for me and my team.
We were one of the team who showed good performance throughout the tournament besides ALLSTARS, SLAYERS and CAGERS. I believe in my teammate that we can go through to final and qualified for the Piala Hamdan Tahir National Level  2010 which will be held at SMS Paser Puteh in Kelantan. 
But all that hope and dream was destroyed when we lost to ALLSTARS during the last group match. 
We put up a good fight till the last whistle was blown. But luck was not on our side when we lost 29 - 12. 
Whatever it is, I would like to say thank you to all my teammates. 
Sorry because I couldn't lead all of you to the final. I hope our burning spirit will be in us forever.
And thank you to Uncle Ise and Mr Liew from CAGERS, who had helped us. We appreciate it a lot.
With the end of HKSBP ZON UTARA for 2010, my basketball career will stop until I finished my SPM.

thank you.

~ What team? ROYALS!! What team? ROYALS!! What team? ROYALS!! ~

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

HKSBP Zon Utara 2010

Salam....hello bloggie... I will be in Sg Petani until this Sunday... I have a mission of bringing the SYTRA BASKETBALL TEAM to the National Level HKSBP 2010 in Pasir Puteh...
hopefully all my friends support me..isnyaallah..i'll be back with medals n trophy..

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Xam and Basketball...

Next week is da 2nd week of the xamination...but..
my heart and soul is in SMSSMJ because the HKSBP for Northern Zone is just around the corner...
so...can't focus 100% but hopefully I can score well coz my pa starts to making noise...